so i guess i'm really screwed this time. but it's my fault, and i accept that. i'm not sure if i can bounce back from this. even if i do get an interview, they'll ask me "why did you make a C in physics the first time?" and the answer will be because i didn't apply myself enough. then they will ask me why i made an even lower grade on a re-take, and i will have no choice but to say that i didn't apply myself again and to please, please, please give me another chance.
i don't know what to do at this point, is all hope lost for me? i still want to be an AA more than anything but i'm just not sure if they will give me a chance now. making a C, then a D in physics isn't my only red flag, i also have a GRE quantitative score in the lower 40th percentile range.
so what now, is this it for me??