I feel that way at times, also...and console myself with the thoughts of being together again one day. Until then, I have my kids, grands and a few favorite people to keep me moving forward...some days much better than others.
It's strange, but it seeems I've become the one folks come to for advice or just venting. I alwys seem to have someone here telling me their problems.... Guess I've become known as the wise old sage...lol Or maybe just the crazy old lady...