I don't want people to get the 'wrong idea' about me/it either, so there's a feeling of wanting to make sure I'm properly understood and have explained myself properly when coming out (hence the help of Jillian Keenan...)
Another thing for me that maybe makes it easier is, as I've previously discussed, I feel embarrassment but do not find it a terrible or uncomfortable thing. I don't mind being embarrassed a bit.
When I've watched Jillian Keenan's videos I've especially admired how openly and honestly she talks about spanking and being a spanko, without getting flustered, and blushing or hiding. She talks about it as if it's normal and not embarrassing, and seeing her do that has helped me in trying to channel a bit of that energy. Talking about it like 'this is this thing about me, that I'm into, that I feel' in the same way I might share other hobbies I'm passionate about, such as my great passion for knitting stripy socks (not a real passion of mine. Just an example).
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