Is being just like Tom's mom. I don't want to be like her. She was so mean and trusted no one. Especially her family. I don't want to live this long drawn out process of my brain being attacked. I am not highly educated meaning I did not go to college but I am smart in other ways. So, this really bothers and scares me. I don't want to turn into a child again and act out. I am a grown woman and I want to stay that way.