I decide to bite the bullet and tough it out. I am going to fly out next Tuesday and stay for a few days. It will better than not seeing her at all. My ‘ job ‘ said to not worry about work and do what I need to do. My sister appreciates me coming out. They are giving her weeks or months. At least I will have not regrets. I will miss my hubby and dogs for a few days. They will be happy to see me!