Just get it off your chest. Caregiving is the most stressful situation to happen to a person. I hate this for both of you. Try to take care of yourself first, Bonnie. Just do the best you can with everyting else. Slack way off on the stuff that isn't important. And don't worry about having to get everything right with the cooking. It is his tastebuds, his problem. You could go crazy trying to get that right. I feel so bad for both of you with that. Hug him lots.You need to be held.
Hug the dogs a lot for stress relief.
((((((Hugs))))) from me. I wish I was more help. Sometimes in trying to help I overthink it and say way too much. So just more Hugs for all of you includind Freddie and Sebastian.
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