differently and there is no right or wrong way. I lost my Mom when I was 21 (I am ancient now) and miss her every day but the hurting stopped a long time ago. Now I just feel warm thoughts when I think of her and wonder how my life would have been had I had her all my adult life. It will take time for you so don't feel you have to rush to feel better right away. While you may be crying now, in time those tears will turn to smiles as you remember her and all the memories she left behind to sustain you. Take care of yourself and know that it will get better. Hugs.