It is the 2nd now. I got through the day yesterday trying to keep my mind off Spencer. Every time I'd start to think of him - it was hard.

My daughter Andrea is coming out for a visit on Tuesday. I know we'll do a bit of crying to begin with. All my girls loved Spencer and called him their little brother.

Today I have laundry to do. My laundry basket is very full. I only wash my clothes about every 2 weeks, but this time it's closing in on 3. Thank goodness I have plenty of underwear to last that long.

My days are going to be strange from now on. I just need to remember to keep on keeping on.

I hope August will get better.