So glad to see you posting again. It's so hard when you're battling to even stand or sit up. Been there, done that. At one long point I would have happily closed my eyes and let t he world turn loose of me. God bless yo u with hope and 'want-to'. I didn't have interest in anything, newsgroups, television, or any hobbies. I didn't even want people coming to see me. Fight it, Lady; we love you!