PTSD
Posted by Robin on October 15, 2018, 10:22 pm
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Y'all. I'm scared. Can't hardly even breathe. I know as survivors that we are always paranoid. I'm praying so hard that I'm paranoid and my oncologist is just cautious. They are setting up an appointment for an ultrasound of my right breast. This is the one that didn't have cancer. I had a bilateral mastectomy so no boob there. Over the last couple of months I've had a persistent itch in one specific spot on the side of the foobie and close to my underarm. Lower than where you would put deodorant. Also a little swelling. I had a checkup today and mentioned it to my oncologist. She thinks she feels something that might not be the implant. Hence the need for an ultrasound. I'll be going back to the Breast Health Center for that. That would be the place my nightmare started three years ago. Just thinking about going back in there is sending me into a panic attack. I'm trying to be calm. Praying and praying. Just needed to get on here and get it out. Not ready to talk about it with my family yet. Can't deal with their worry. I know you ladies know where I'm at.
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Responses
- Re: PTSD - Alvita October 16, 2018, 10:53 am
- Re: PTSD - Robin October 16, 2018, 4:41 pm
- Re: PTSD - Debbie October 16, 2018, 7:19 pm
- Re: PTSD - Robin October 17, 2018, 9:05 am
- Re: PTSD - Alvita October 17, 2018, 11:10 am
- Re: PTSD - Debbie October 18, 2018, 8:41 am
- Re: PTSD - Cheryl W October 19, 2018, 5:34 pm
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