It has been two weeks since my bilateral mastectomy. I have been on an emotional roller coaster and I just want off! Some days are better than others. My doctor said that I am going through the five stages of grief. It made sense when she said it. I mean, I loved my breasts. They were my girls and now they are gone. It helped to read about the different stages of grief. I don't know if this helps at all. But I am sending you hugs and strength! Please keep me posted on how you are feeling.