I'm right there with ya sista!!...I am going for my 1st mammo since treatment in the morning...I was anxious but some wise birdie on this site told me worrying doesn't change anything....also, I realized nothing could be worse than finding out for the 1st time I had cancer ...unfortunately, I think we'll always worry about a recurrence because it just comes with the territory...but I told someone today that if that happens, I'll just go through treatment again...and the next time I'll know what to expect (that's why I had the surgeon leave my port in, just in case)....just remember, whatever happens, you know you can handle it because you already have...with flying colors!!...I will pray for you and me both and we will prevail!!
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