I do find that I am living life wondering where. and what happened to me years ago that seem so foggy. I can look at my cats and think OMG I do know your name..it`s on the tip of my tongue..but what the hell is it.? I don`t dare tell my kids..into a home I would go. I talk to my doctor about this cause so many meds can take a toll too..maybe cut some down or something different. So he asks me my name, who is the President, what year it is..(this one I fail everytime)what`s my kids name and then it happens he says my results..:"There is nothing wrong with you. no Alzheimer's. Your just getting older". well no shit.
But hey..I am so much better off than others and that I am grateful for. I figure even if I do have iron infusions and blood transfusions, it`s not Chemo treatments like I see so many take. God Bless them all.
So I am not wearing my lovely cowboy boots and dancing on tables anymore.haha .at least I have my kids, sweet grandkids and great grandson Beau.
I buried my parents. my sister and husband,I have to admit that wasn`t easy. I miss Steve so bad. But I will survive.
Yep, life goes by so quickly,but like they say..it`s one hell of a ride at times. Other times it sucks!
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