Maybe I shouldn't have done that
Posted by Lloyd on February 16, 2023, 9:20 am
The other day, after mowing my own yard, I wandered out in the backyard a bit. I don't go out there nearly as much anymore since Abby died. I spent a moment by her grave, and then for some reason I decided to take out my phone and watch a couple of videos of her that I took in the backyard. And because my backyard is pretty much the same as it was when Abby was here, I could go to any spot where I made a video of her, turn on a video of her, and hold my phone in the exact same way I did when I made a video, and it was like I was actually watching Abby in that spot. I tried to be happy watching the videos of her, except of course when I moved my phone out of the way and looked at the spot where Abby was in the video, there was no Abby there, and I couldn't help but get all choked up and and start crying. 😢 So maybe I shouldn't have done that.
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