As a fellow baby boomer (turning 78 if I can make to May 7th) who's also passed his "best if used by" date, I completely understand your feelings. My hobby of modelmaking is now pretty much restricted to watching build videos and in-the-box reviews on YouTube.

I'm starting to adjust to the effects of dementia which I'm certain is now invading my thought processes. (This may be why I'm not depressed about anything!) But it's my failing lungs that are my primary cause for concern these days. No cure, just coping.

My belief in my savior Jesus Christ is keeping me cheerful and encouraged because I know this won't be "the end" once it finally comes. I have no idea what heaven will be like but it may not be anything like we know about here on earth today.

The memories I have left (and they're all "fading to black" by the day) keep me connected to my life's experiences. I still think fondly about building some of my favorites scale models over the years and enjoy re-living those productive periods and the good friends I made during those times.

I'm especially thankful for my wife Sherry who soldiers on and takes care of me as best she can.

Try to keep those pleasant memories of yours close at hand to help you get through the rough spots you're experiencing.