Tomorrow at 3 P.M. is my surgical evaluation exam and I am trembling over the anxiety it is causing me. I think you should know I DO NOT trust medical science and that may be at the root, but I dread going so much that I almost want to cancel.
Yet, if I cancel, it will not heal the pain I am experiencing, the fact that my body is not functioning correctly or the rapid weight loss I have for no apparent reason.

Lord have mercy!