But it's ok to struggle. The other half that completed has become an empty space. I cannot imagine what that is like but I can tell you this, I could tell, no matter how many times he made you mad , you loved that man! So if you have memory and you have pull off to the side of the road or even go in your backyard and scream for that tiny sense of peace, by all means. It just tells him how much you miss him.💕💔❤️‍🩹