If I do some whining???

I have been sitting here thinking about my PET scan results. This is not something I can fight. Watching my dad die of cancer, I asked God not to take out that way. Boy do I wish I had not said that. At least I could fight that and if it beat me, it would have been a fair fight.

I know I sound like a crybaby. And please I mean no disrespect for those who have lost loved ones to cancer.