I have not felt well. A couple days ago, I fell and I mean I went vertically into the tub. Thomas is so complacent about the whole thing. All I hear is oh you are fine, people all the time. I am hurting on my right side. Again, people fall all the time. Sigh.

Court for yesterday did not go well. The judge wants to see Thomas in person so now, we have an continuance until October 8th. He is going to drive me crazy. He talks about having faith and everything will be OK but then he has so much hate inside. I really may have to call him on this.

He was so mad I fell, he broke one of my favorite chairs. I do not like all this anger and hatred. I did not cause this problem. There is no reason to be mad at me.