I fixed myself a drink to make myself "feel better." There's just one problem... I don't have the tolerance that I had back when he & I were collecting bourbon and having a shot or two every night.
One bourbon & lemonade kno ked me on my a$$. I was so dizzy I could barely walk. So now Im on the couch waiting for it to wear off...
(I'll have an occasional beer or light drink just to enjoy but I don't allow.myself to drink to deal with the grief. That's too easy of an escape and would only lead to trouble.)
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