And..... of all the freaking times..... we just had one helluva dog fight. Kate and T are at the clinic with Freddie and Sebastian in separate cars while Meg, Matt, and I sit with John. AAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Meanwhile....

John has declined significantly over the past 48 hours. Hospice feels he's in a state called terminal agitation and that if we can get him comfortable, the end will come fast. But could be hours or could be days. Starting morphine and Ativan as soon as the prescriptions are ready.