until it rains again. :-(

John is in bad shape. LOTS of pain. Can barely breath because of it. Can't talk because talking makes him cough due ot the tumors pressing on his lungs. And coughing jars the rib which hurts like hades.

And I'm a mess at this point. But I'm hanging in there. Just a mess.

All kids will be here by noon today. Lots of painful stuff to talk about.