I had many crushes over the years. I hope I still get them. I secretly fancy different ones at different ages. Right now Orlando Bloom could put his shoes under my bed any time. I had strong crushes for Fred in junior high and Jim in high school. My first serious involvement was to married man who was in the process of getting a divorce. I saw it was doomed and started to distance myself. I pined for him for 20 years even after I married my first husband. Fortunately that pining ended naturally. Second husband, even though he has passed, I still have dreams about now and then. Go figure as we were not a happy couple.