whew! i was horrified! thank goodness i got out the magnifying glass...what a relief to see it was cats, not rats! i'm sorry you are going through a hard time right now, Suwi, you just keep on posting as long and often as you need to..we're all here for you, & besides, you have so many great ideas & pics, your post are always enjoyable..bless your heart..lots of hugs..