when i shadowed i really was intrigued by what i saw, but i didn't really notice the AA being put on the spot by any of the doctors. i can't help the nervous thing; it isn't like i choose to be that way. it just kind of happens, especially when i think about the fact that at the interview, there are going to be people interviewing with me who simply have more competitive applications and might simply be more quick-thinking during an interview situation. it's kind of hard to explain, but i have never been one of those "alpha male" types. i consider myself to be a pretty nice guy but in a more meek kind of way, if that makes any sense. but if that means i don't have the personality type for the job and there's nothing i can do about it, then i guess you're right, i'm out. unless i can change it somehow.....
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