Posted by Jennifer Lin on 10/27/2003, 3:28 am
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Doris call me today to have a cup of coffee in MC , it s a sunny day , she wear a sport T shirt and a short pants , a little bit gross body , havent see her for almost 1 year alreday, dark eyes and wrinkly face , up and downs in her life seems show through obviously, she used to be a bright and adorable gal who has many dreams in her life, today we sit in the second floor of MC ,she started to tell me how she suffered these days and how unsecure her life she felt , she revealed she almost married a guy for practical reasons , after a deeply consideration , she realized she didnt love this man therefore she quit the idea to marry this guy and life restarted from zero, left her job and look for another direction. There she sipped her coffee , face is twisted , i can find out how sad her emotion is flowing out ,she asked me why she is always lonly , no matter how hard she try to find love , she is still single,it s not the road she originally arrange to be, now she is on ,... a broken soul is tortured , i m wondering how to comfort her, than suddenly jump out this sentence " well , god will give the best to someone that has patience to wait , and its you ", she smiled by hearing what i say , ..... 1 hour later, we say good bye to each other then i asked my self " Did god really give the best to the one has patience to wait , Did i gave her a wrong gudience to expect in the future ? I feel unease for that , ...after pondering for a while , i decided to let it go , who knows may be ,the next will be the better one ......who knows ..
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