Hi guys im sorry its taken so long to get on here. I am still alive, working every day to get stronger. At this time i do dialysis 3x a week, infusions for iron and nutrients, and removal of toxin buildup. About a month ago i suffered a minor stroke which affected my vision and the use of my left side. The pain and depression have been debilitating and i pretty much cut off contact with those closest to me. Im in therapy for people with terminal illnesses so im working on it. Please continue to pray for a donor, as well as my family. My daughterAshlyn and my boyfriend Joe have been amazing through all of this. Im not ready to give up yet. I cant die until i see Paul on the Grammy stage. God will provide a kidney. The world is not ready to lose all of my awesomeness! I love you guys and will try to be on more!