I am sorry you have had so much trouble with your reconst. I too had trouble with mine. I was two fills away from being done and had to have the left implant/expander removed. I was very dissatisfied and the cosmetic appearance was not good at all. I also had capsular contracture that caused continual pain. In the end I ended up having both implants removed and went with another reconstruction procedure called the DIEP. It was a long process but in the end I was glad I did it and was finally happy with the results. You may want to check into other options for your reconstruction. Whatever you decide, I hope all goes well for you.