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Listen to these ladies -- please. So many talked me down off the ledge when I was diagnosed in late 2014 with estrogen-related bc. I too, was very lucky in that it was caught early. That said, I had a lumpectomy, but many of the women here have experienced what you're going through. You will be just fine!! Like Cheryl said, try to stay busy.
I'll be keeping you in my thoughts.