Hi Sandye! I'm really sorry you are dealing with this but it sounds like your anxiety is magnifying your concerns. I know dealing with this is a big deal but there is another way to look at it. You have been diligent with your exams and blood work....your MRI came back fine...the fact that you were waiting on your results caused you to do a self exam....so if there is something there, it's likely to be an early diagnosis. Try to calm down and wait to see what the diagnosis actually turns out to be. I KNOW it's hard but take a minute to put things in perspective. Treatmemt -if you need it -has come A LONG WAY since you went through it 14 years ago. Whatever you are required to do....you can do it!