waiting
Posted by Queen on May 5, 2016, 3:38 pm
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7 days to go before I see surgeon/specialist/oncologist. I don't even know what to call her. She's my second opinion and most likely the person who will be treating me. I don't know what stage, or kind of cancer I have, just "positive for cancer". She probably has all my labs by now since they were fed/exed 3 days ago. My house is clean, I can't shop, my sisters are all on separate vacations and I don't want to rain crap down on them. Usually, I like alone time. I paint or write or sew, I'm a project person. I tried gardening but I have a headache from lack of sleep so that didn't work. I have never felt lonely, but I do now. I know you are all out there, and have felt the things I'm feeling. I don't want a pity party but I dread next Thursday's appointment will bring more tests and waiting . My Mom once told me that if you pray for patience,God gives you the opportunity to learn it. This is like math for me, I didn't learn it quickly and I still hate it. I have faith and don't believe in a God that sends trouble. I believe in a God that sends help when trouble comes. God, please send it quick!!
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Responses
- Re: waiting - Cheryl W May 5, 2016, 3:50 pm
- Re: waiting - carolinapam May 5, 2016, 4:43 pm
- Re: waiting - Mary in NY May 5, 2016, 11:23 pm
- Re: waiting - Nancy May 6, 2016, 7:28 am
- Re: waiting - Alvita May 6, 2016, 7:48 am
- Re: waiting - Lynn May 7, 2016, 6:30 pm
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