Survivors guilt
Posted by Robin on March 5, 2016, 8:52 pm
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Y'all I know this is a breast cancer forum but I am just wondering if I am the only one who suffers from survivors guilt. I seem to keep losing friends to other cancers and I have a really hard time dealing with it. I am so very thankful for being here but it seems I wonder why me and why not them? I am just having a great big pity party tonight as I am losing yet another friend. She is losing her battle with lung cancer. It was her fourth battle. She was a breast cancer survivor in the past as well as Hodgkin's and skin cancer. Lost another friend in January to cervical cancer. Diagnosed in October and gone in January. That one was a shock to the system. I am only 52. This is way too young for my friends to be dying. Sorry y'all. I just needed to vent. Life kind of sucks tonight.
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