I am so sorry that you are going through this crap. White matter disease - geez Louise. I hate these diagnoses that we never hear about on a daily basis. Didn't know what a meningioma was until I got one. You know that ole philosophy about the people with various diseases sit in a room and talk about their illness, and they all decide they would rather have their own??? You can just STOP trying to be all the people in the room RIGHT NOW! Praying for you Zoe -- unless you don't want God to have my input cuz sometimes I think he gets mad at me. You take care. Monday is almost here cuz today doesn't count and Monday doesn't count, so you only have Friday, Saturday and Sunday to get through.