Hi Sherry, Oh, how I understand where you are, but I have no words of wisdom. My diagnosis was a year before yours, so I have had 2 mammograms since then. It is torture thinking about it, and I was so anxious I lost sleep for several nights before it. Both mammograms turned out just fine, but the anxiety left me worn out. Unfortunately, the feeling may be with us forever. I did try to focus on the fact that I had seen my onc twice last year and my gyn once for an exam. I also take my anastrozole faithfully every day. I will be honest and tell you that it hurt like hell on the operated side. I sucked it up because I know the more the tech squeezes the better clarity in the pic.
I'll be thinking of you. Let me know how you do.