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Posted by outnabout on November 11, 2009, 5:14 pm, in reply to "Re: "The Gift" / Forms of Virginity..."
As I was saying I did not like the smokey atmosphere I was living in at the age of 11. However, something happened that gave me a whole new outlook on "smoking"! My older brother had a large collection of "men's" magazines in the bottom of a clothes hamper in our basement bathroom. I think everyone knew they were there but noone ever said anything. You know - one of the family secrets. One morning while everyone was asleep I found the secret stash of "plesasure on paper" so to speak and a whole new world opened up to me. There were the usual mags that were out in the very early sixties - Playboy, Nugget, Ace, Gent, and others there for the looking. I was facinated in that I had never seen the female form before without clothes on. Of course the pics were modest compared to today's fare but none-the-less they were enough to begin a deep arousal that I had never known before. Every morning I would get up early and take a gander at the pics with new mags showing up perodically (like the end of every pay period my brother had lol). I begin to realize that I was becoming a "breast" man if you will and was facinated by all the different shapes and sizes of both the breasts and the nipples on the models. It was a fun and secretive time. One day while going through the latest copy of, I do believe it was the Nugget magazine, there she was - OH MY GOD! She was naked kneeling on a bed, mood lighting and all, with a huge pair of breasts staring at me and - SHE WAS SMOKING!!! It was my first erection. (to be continued)
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