I remember as a teen watching girls smoke, and I noticed that I would get aroused. I saw an ad in the back of a car magazine for VSI Smoking Models videos. I was amazes that there were other people who enjoyed watching girls smoke. Then I began researching the internet and was even more amazed to find all of the websites dedicated to the smoking fetish. My fascination only grew from there, and I began ordering videos. I recall the first time I watched a video. I was instantly aroused when the first girl lit up! I chain smoked and played through that whole first video. I never realized that I would become so fascinated with smoking! I slowly began to realize the power that smoking had on me and I continued to search the internet for more. I found smoking fetish stories that would also turn me on. I began to explore the reasons that people smoked and that is where I first discovered the dark side aspect of smoking. This too fascinated me, that people actually got a thrill from the damage that smoking does and also the bad girl image that smoking portrayed. I then realized that this was probably the foundation for my fetish, because it seemed that all the bad girls in high school were the smokers! Now smoking is more than just habit for me, it is probably the one thing in life that brings me the most pleasure! I love everything about it, lighting up, the taste, smell, feel of a cigarette in my hands and lips, the inhale, the glow from the cherry, the attention it brings (both good and bad),and finally the exhale. I guess the only thing I don't like about it is putting a cigarette out. But then again, you can always light up again!