Well I think I have finally concluded that as long as their are pretty girls/women smoking, I am never going to quit smoking myself. Everytime I see a pretty female smoke, I just have to light up as soon as I can. I start to think about how great a cigarette would taste at that moment, even if I just put one out. Even when I am watching TV, if a pretty girl is smoking, I wanna smoke too. Funny how seeing a guy smoking doesn't trigger the same desires. I have an extensive smoking fetish video collection, so I have been smoking quite a bit lately since I am out of work and have a lot more time to sit at home, watch my DVD's, get aroused and play for a while. This morning, I woke up, put in my newest video and chain-smoked 5 cigarettes in a row, three Marlboro 100's and two Newport 100's. Also, I drag so much harder and inhale so much deeper when I am aroused, and it is so easy to just light up one after the other after the other. And, I must say, the fascination of doing something bad to my body makes it even more thrillig! Thanks to this wonderful board and everyone's posts I can truly say that I am in love with smoking more than ever before, especially the dark side aspect of it. Thank you V and everyone who contributes to this forum!