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Posted by AusNick on April 8, 2009, 2:46 pm, in reply to "Odd thought before sleeping"
To all,
First off, thanks for the responses, the input did help.
I think I've come another step in my self-examination.
I think… each time I did it, I was a little less curious, and a little more… something else.
I gradually started enjoying it. It was still ages before I inhaled (and that was an experience), so I don't really think the effects of Nicotine had a significant part to play, that said, I obviously absorbed some through the mouth. But I sort of got used to the taste, and it started being…fun.
All that said, given my recent experiences with cigarettes (I'm an inhaler now), it's nowhere near as much fun as it was when I was a kid. I think because quality of product has gone right down hill the older I've gotten. The bloody things go stale overnight, if they aren't that way when I (or someone I trust on my behalf) has purchased them.
And before anyone asks, No. I don't have a habit, smoking is a luxury I allow myself when I am absolutely certain I know I won't get caught.
Nick
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