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Posted by Lynne on March 22, 2009, 11:16 pm, in reply to "Re: First visit"
Hi vesperae, thanks for the welcome. I was told about this forum by a friend of my bf who reads the postings but I don't think that she has posted herself. My desire to start smoking came after 2 of my friends started, until then i had no real thoughts about smoking. They both said smoking was nice and I knew that my mum likes the habit so I made the decision to at least try it for myself. The first cigarette that I smoked was a menthol and although I didnt inhale, I quite liked the taste. Once I started to smoke "properly" I found that I really liked it and continued. Before I started I talked to mum about smoking and she made me fully aware of the dangers but I have to admit that it did not influence me either way. As to the bad girl image, I didn't really think about it until the first time I met my bfs mum. She clearly thought that I was of the dark side, although she herself had been a smoker ( and has started again). I admit that this became an attrctive side to smoking, until then I had never really thought of myself as a "bad girl". Lynne 
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