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Posted by closetfasination
on January 12, 2009, 4:39 pm, in reply to "Re: For Closet Fascination / "Completely Normal""
I think I'll have to get back to you on that... since it might take me awhile to actually get through the whole pack, but I haven't had any urges to throw it out yet which often happens to me post-purchase. I don't think that will happen this time, because usually I feel guilty/dirty/question why I am smoking in the first place and this time I have no regrets and know exactly why I am smoking. It did feel a little dirty- but I expected that this time...
But it feels good- I've been really really happy ever since I did it which is probably partially why I haven't felt any need to do it again, psychologically, since I'm pretty sure it takes a lot longer for symptoms of physical addiction to set in. I think I'm still riding the rush of actually doing it.
I'm still in a state of disbelief that you made a header image for me.
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