[ Post a Response | The Sublime Desire of Cigarette Smoking ]
Posted by vesperae
on May 22, 2008, 3:37 am, in reply to "Re: The Devil Between *Your* Lips..."
"Well, I began smoking again because my brain and lungs were racked with desire to do it. I really missed it. I had fantasized for a couple years of doing so again. When I did do it, it felt rather cathartic, elating and erotic, to say the least."
What was the conflict within you that kept you from just starting again sooner? Why the delay?
What sorts of things did you fantasize about when you fantasized about starting to smoke again?
BTW, I have to tell you that I still LOVE your early YT "Smoking is BAD!" series with you standing and dancing while smoking in Fetish Gear. What I think I love so much about these is that you not only look just FIERCE, but also approachable at the same time. Which just happens to be the type of super friendly *Cheerleader for the Dark Side* that tends to reside in some of my most erotic fantasies.
Just FANTASTIC stuff!
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