[ Post a Response | The Sublime Desire of Cigarette Smoking ]
Posted by vesperae
on May 19, 2008, 8:42 pm, in reply to "Re: The Devil Between *Your* Lips..."
Dear *Yummy* Girl,
"Let me just say that I truly admire your insights, writings, artistic perception, and desire. You are lovely and intriguing to me and many."
You're very kind. Thank You! 
"My smoking history goes as far back as twelve years old, sneaking cigarettes from my mothers camel filters pack. I guess, I just wanted to taste and feel what I grew up with. I was a child of second hand smoke."
Me too!
Did you find the second hand smoke to be annoying when you were younger? And if so, what happened to change and transform your reaction from one of avoidance, to one of curiosity?
And what was the process of learning to inhale like for you?
"By the time I was fifteen years old, I was very addicted, I did all that I could to obtain more cigs.
Was it just nicotine cravings? Or was it also about wanting to experience and be a smoker as a function of your newfound Identity? Was that exciting for you, to think "Hey, I'm a smoker now. I want to be a smoker right now."?
"I went to live with my grandmother around this time and it was very hard to conceal my habit, but I managed to find a way."
Did you find smoking to be even more exciting because you always did it privately?
"I continued to smoke until I was 22 and then stopped for two years,"
Why did you stop?
"as you know I began smoking [again] last year,"
Actually, I didn't know that. 
So what made you want to start again?
"I then began filming it and not filming it too."
What gave you the idea to start posting videos to YT of yourself in Fetish Gear smoking and posing and dancing? And calling your original series "Smoking is BAD!"?
"Countless insomniac cigs under my belt once again."
I really enjoy smoking late at night too!
"There is nothing that compares to what I feel from smoking, I never want to quit."
There really is nothing else even remotely like what it feels like to take a nice long drag and then snap it deep into the darkest and most secret places inside your chest. Watching your breasts rise and knowing that another Sweet Little Dirty Puff of cigarette smoke is lingering inside you...
It gets me very, very Hot. 
"So, as far as risks are concerned I have learned to accept the consequences, I have no fear, well maybe a little, but I have learned to love and ingest my demise."
Does the Danger make smoking more exciting for you?
It sure does for me. 
"Ahh finally, my website twyla79.com will be out in just a couple weeks now."
Very, Very *Cool*! I'm *Really* looking forward to it!
"Until we meet again,"
Soon, I hope...
XXX
V
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