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Posted by Twyla79
on May 17, 2008, 10:31 pm, in reply to "Re: The Devil Between *Your* Lips..."
First off, Vesperae. Let me just say that I truly admire your insights, writings, artistic perception, and desire. You are lovely and intriguing to me and many.
My smoking history goes as far back as twelve years old, sneaking cigarettes from my mothers camel filters pack. I guess, I just wanted to taste and feel what I grew up with. I was a child of second hand smoke. By the time I was fifteen years old, I was very addicted, I did all that I could to obtain more cigs. I went to live with my grandmother around this time and it was very hard to conceal my habit, but I managed to find a way. I continued to smoke until I was 22 and then stopped for two years, as you know I began smoking last year, I then began filming it and not filming it too.
Countless insomniac cigs under my belt once again. There is nothing that compares to what I feel from smoking, I never want to quit. So, as far as risks are concerned I have learned to accept the consequences, I have no fear, well maybe a little, but I have learned to love and ingest my demise....Oooooo erotism, hmm, I could go on and on. There are sooo many layers of the psycho/physical dynamic which excite me ........Ahh finally, my website twyla79.com will be out in just a couple weeks now.
Until we meet again,
xo
Twyla
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