[ Post a Response | The Sublime Desire of Cigarette Smoking ]
Posted by vesperae As I suggested in my start smoking story, it was a lot like losing my virginity - I just wanted to explore this whole new experience without interruption or distraction as often as I could. And since I was also experiencing the fullest awakening of my Fetish for Smoking at this point, there was also this whole adjustment I had to make between how I smoked when I was alone, and how I smoked when I was in public. Let's just put it this way - to this day, if I am in the right mood, I can actually have an orgasm while smoking a cigarette, with no other touching or stimulation whatsoever. I suppose if anyone cares, I could get into my "coming out" story at some point...
on August 3, 2007, 10:30 pm, in reply to "Thanks & question"
I've written a bit about it, but never really spent a lot of time on it, because the experience of coming out as a smoker paled in comparison to the event of becoming a smoker, even to the point of seeming kind of blase, at least in my case. I honestly found it to be more of a chore than anything else, probably because I didn't want anyone else's reaction to taint the newfound and incredibly complex pleasure of smoking for me. 
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