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Posted by the other Bob on July 30, 2007, 10:00 pm, in reply to "Following one's true sexual nature" I "inspired" my smoke free wife to return to her youthful "closet smoker" status (at 40) for a short period of time. I loved what I had done (despite the guilt)and was able to reveal something of my fetish. She got pregnant and quit. Everyday I hope that the stress of a new baby will drive her back to cigarettes (which she now knows I won't object to). Everyday I fight to keep myself from making any sort of suggestion. In my mind she is getting hooked right now, and will never again have the desire or willpower to quit. In reality she knows a little bit about my fetish, but will probably let it go "untreated" I've got her and two beautiful little boys to consider. I'd have handled this differently If I had know what a smoking fetish was when I was single. I try to do the right thing...easy or not. Bob
Interesting and provocative post.
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