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Posted by Jason on July 29, 2007, 10:43 pm, in reply to "The Why of SF: for me, addiction and aggression" My mother was quite domineering and when she yelled at me, punished me etc. everything just seemed more extreme with her ever constant lit cigarette in her hand and the smoke that went in my face. I don't need aggression or domination to be present to stimulate my fetish. Just seeing a pretty woman smoking is a wonderful sight to me. However I can be turned off by too much politeness or lack of aggression. For example a woman waving away her smoke or being too conscious of smoking around me (being that I'm a non-smoker) is a turn off.
I have both addiction and aggression aspects to my fetish. Many of my fantasies have female domination themes. The roots of this go back to my childhood when my mother and other female authority figures (aunts, babysitters, my mom's friends, etc) would constanly smoke around me with no regards to my comfort. For example, being in my mom's smoke filled car with the windows closed. Perhaps my young brain turned what felt like a violation into a fetish in order to cope with the discomfort?
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