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Posted by Brett I have a problem which recently has occurred that may (or may not) pertain to this message board. I'm going to post this problem on a few sites, in the hopes that someone will know what is possibly happening to me. First, let me explain, I know absolutely nothing about psychic abilities, beyond what is shown in movies and Stephen King novels. Not the most accurate of sources, I'm sure! But, since I was young, I've always been able to rest myself. By that, I mean that, by simply concentrating, I can fill myself with what I feel is pure energy. When I do it with my eyes open (like if I'm flying on the red-eye), it's simply an overwhelming rush, and I can feel a slight thrum in my body. Instant coffee, I guess. But with my eyes closed, I can actually envision a glowing light within my. I glow, and my body practically shakes. I like to do it before I go to sleep at night, as a sort of late night recharge. If I am having a long day at work, a few minutes like this picks me up perfectly. I've always known the energy wasn't mine. I feel it flow into me, and I feel it bleed away when I release my state of rest. I like to think of it as God's light, the good energy of the universe. Call me an optimist, but the energy has always felt good. I know that's a bad description, but, like I said, I don't know anything about these sort of things. I don't have the vocabulary, I guess. But, last time I tried, something was different. Like usual, I concentrated. I felt myself open up, and filled myself with the energy. But this time, I didn't glow. I felt myself growing darker. Again, I was thrumming with energy, but it wasn't the usual. I had to fight it, force it out of me, and then really strain to find the lighter energy that I usually feel. Even once I had it, it was a struggle to hold it. I've been scared ever since to rest. I didn't like that dark stuff. I know that dark/light is built into most religions, but is there a basis for that in reality? Where'd that dark stuff come from? Why didn't I run into before, if it's out there? And, most importantly, how I can make sure I don't have to deal with it again? I'm open to suggestions here. I really don't like the dark energy, even if it did seem to fill me like usual. As I said, I don't know anything about this type of things, and don't even know if this is a true psychic problem. But, I'm looking at all options, and this one feels like it may be the right one. Thanks for any help!
on 9/11/2005, 7:14 pm
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