Posted by MissUnderstood ~Seeing someone's face appear greenish in color and almost transparent, even when being close up or touching them. (Happens less lately w/ age.) ~Seeing movements with shape but no solid form. Picture almost a mixture of a heat scan/ and that wavy heat off of roads in the distance that you can see through. I can even stare and it's still there. It can be close or far. (Always...probably more so with age.) ~Hearing voices that I can't quite make out while in a relaxed state. (Always) ~Seeing a shape around all objects. I dismiss aura because there is no color, just a larger shape. (always...worse with age.) ~Gut feelings out of the clear blue that show as accurate later. A lot of my gut feelings are in metaphores. Not always the exact incident.(Always, and more metaphoric as I got older.) ~Strongly affected and insightful about others intentions and emotions. (Always) ~Extreme awareness of the vastness of the universe and having a higher purpose...and a NEED to help others. (Since age 2.) ~I always had a ton of friends growing up, but always felt alone, if that makes sense. I used to play with people I swear existed but my mother told me they either never had...or they were imaginary. So I dunno. I THANK GOD have never seen a ghost that I can reasonably say, in my adulthood. I am terrified of everything. Sometimes I can't just deny these things. I feel alone and out of my mind sometimes...but then I calm down. Not to give the wrong impression...I'm a wife and mother...and am mostly sane. I just have these nagging strange occurances. Lastly My mood also seems to highly influence what happens around me w/ others and situations...be it good or bad. I have barely told anyone any of this. They think I am foolish when I do. I would really appreciate someone relating to me and making me feel like I actuallly do belong in reality...as different as mine may be. I would also love to hear I could do something w/ this to help others. I hope all that made sense. I was trying to be short.
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on 1/22/2005, 1:35 am
68.251.65.204
I'm not sure why this page is so confusing to me.
I want to give a run down of the strange things I've had happen. If anyone else has this, please tell me what it is or what I can do with it? I'm 27 and I'm tired of feeling, alone, scared, and skeptical of this.
Most of the following I have chalked up to imagination and some has been more frequent in past years....some was more dominating as a child.
~ Deja Vu...all the time, coincidences out the wazoo...and dreams like you wouldnt believe. Electronic malfunctions...objects randomly falling or breaking.
Thanks,
MU
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