Posted by Linda on 11/1/2004, 2:20 am, in reply to "I always thought...I was my mothers keeper..." Then all of a sudden I realized, she was gone!! That my mother was actually dead and that this was just all a dream!! I ran as fast as I could...just knowing that she would be gone when I got back to the blanket....but I ran fast because I thought..if she is not gone I will get to spend time with her before I wake up again!!! And then finally I got to her. There she was...right there. My heart slowed down and I felt a calmness all around me. Like we were one. And then she said..."Why did you run so fast to get to me? You were having so much fun in the play ground and you knew I was right here." I could'nt say anything. Then she said, " you remeber all those times you were out and about and you didn't even want to come home or come back in the house? It was because you knew that I was at home and you felt secure." She said..." All those times you were out and about...just like just now, when you were down at that play ground a minute ago...you felt ok...because you knew I was rught here...WELL, I am still right here right now...and when you wake up I want you to go on with your life, enjoying yourself and enjoy doing the things you like to do...just like before I was gone, because It's just the same, I am still right here." When I woke up...I had the feeling she made me feel in my dream...like hse was right there. And I then went back to sleep...
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I dreamt that I was on a play ground and I was careless and having so much fun....we were on a picnic and my mom was back over a hill sitting on a blanket with her boyfriend. I was so content knowing she was just over the hill...I could not see her, but I knew she was there.
I started remembering everything in my dream, the two weeks she had been gone..and how I missed her so much and how now she's dead and gone forever...ect..ect...
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