First misfire in 18 months
Posted by Karl on 30/10/2017, 12:14 pm
Last Tuesday i had my first misfire in 18 months and i don't know exactly |
I had urinated successfully 4 times in the changing room urinal whilst men were around and needed to go again because i had been in the sauna and had
been drinking plenty of water.
Me and a regular said "hi" to each other as i stood by the urinal and i
thought he was going into the sauna area and not to the toilet.
He stood at the only one next to me and went straight away but for some
reason i couldn't go.
I didn't seem to feel anxiety nor was i worried about privacy proximity
as we have showered and changed in front of each other many times.
I said to him "i mustn't be ready yet as i can't go", "strange really
as i have drank plenty of water", he said "water is the best thing for
it" and i said "yes". I walked to the showers for a cool down and then
went back to the urinal where i went straight away as i was alone.
Unlike the previous misfires i have had post-workshop, i didn't get
down about it for some reason.
Last Friday i had my first night out in 4 months.
The misfire still hadn't got me down and i was ready for the challenge!
As usual, i took a small piece of paper and pen with me to code each visit after i had been.
I made 7 visits in total. 4 visits were to separate urinals, and 3 visits were to troughs. Proximity was close 4 times, once next, and non-existent the other 2 times and i had NO failures!!! Hurahhhhhhh!!!!